Glimmer

It’s not about her childish smile
Nor the sweet sound of her laughter
It’s not about her shining black hair
Nor the scent it leaves thereafter

It’s not about the wisdom of her words
Nor the way it makes me wonder
But when she speaks, I sure listen
Her thoughts are what I resist not to ponder

I guess I’ll never understand this
But I don’t think I care to do so
My heart skips a beat when she’s near
That’s enough for me to know

She’s the melody that my words hum
The rhyme at the end of my lines
The night has been so long
Finally, the sun appears to shine

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Mindless

I don’t know what has come to me,
I guess sometimes you just don’t ask.
Sometimes answers aren’t really there,
Perhaps some things can’t be unmasked.

Yet, often I find myself wondering,
Was there even grass on the other side?
What lies beyond our own understanding,
And whether it can fill the emptiness inside.

So into the void my mind wanders,
Eventually getting lost in my own confusion.
Trying to find what it really means to be happy,
In the end falling for self-made illusionl.

Because for a brief moment, I found joy,
Joy that I found in her sweet smile.
Don’t leave yet, my sweet darling,
Won’t you stay here for a little while?

This is madness, I hear myself say,
As I snap out of this dream.
She’s never mine to begin with,
Just a borrowed light as a moonbeam.

I don’t know what has come to me,
I guess sometimes you just don’t ask.
Sometimes answers aren’t really there,
Perhaps some things can’t be unmasked.

It’s Gonna Be The Nicest

How nice would it be,
To finally hold her close,
Whisper the words kept unspoken,
On her being loved the most?

I can only imagine,
I can only think about it
But some things are just elusive
No matter how badly you want it

How nice would it be
To always have her near me
In a way we’ll never part
And feel her love constantly

I can only imagine
Oh these dreams are out hand
My mind can’t seem to catch
But I guess the heart can understand

It’s gonna be the nicest
If I can finally hold her close
For these words to be spoken
As she’s the one loved the most

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Meditation, Where Thoughts Faster Than Lighting Come Across

Like what they say, desperate times call for desperate measures. Life hasn’t been a walk in the park for me these past few days and it’s going to be very safe to say that I’m a man of troubled thoughts. Browsing the web one lazy afternoon, I stumbled upon this simple audio file for guided meditation. I told myself, what the hell, sure I’ll try this.

It was a 30-min audio file, accompanied by a soothing background music, your thought process will be guided on a step by step basis. I can say that it was pretty interesting but bothers me is the part wherein the guide tells you to think of your life ahead and picture your dreams and goals. I guess there’s really no escaping her because that’s when I heed the instruction, all I see is her face, smiling at me, inviting me to embrace her.

I guess that’s one of my biggest dream afterall – to be with her.

So much for meditation.

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For One Day With You

I wish for one day with you
One day to hold you as mine
Then I’ll be yours
Perhaps till the end of time

I wish for one day with you
One day to break this silence
Words to be heard
Hoping it would make sense

But that day seems so far
I guess I must cross hell back and forth
Or take the forbidden roads
Something of that sort

For that day to finally come
And hold you here with me
One day when I’ll love you
Emotions to be set free

I wish for one day with you
Just one day to love you
And hear you say the words
I love you, too.

Fri, Jul 5, 2013
10:16:09 PM

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All I Wanted

I want to take you to the beach
And just lie down on the shore
Talk about the days that lie ahead
And fall in-love with you more

I want to hold you in my arms
Make you realize how I want you close
Feel your warmth soothing my core
While I drown with bliss overdose

I want to be there for you
Live the days altogether
I spend all my life daydreaming
So many things to ponder

When all I want is to love you
Love you more each day
But I just can’t be good enough
That’s just how it goes anyway

Wed, Apr 18, 2012
6:09:38 PM