I’ve Seen Better Days

Things can get really ugly, uglier than what your mind can fathom sometimes. When you hit rock bottom, you may think you can’t get any lower but then you’ll sometimes find yourself even digging in deeper until you’re senses seemed to have been disabled by the very same sensation pain brings. You look deep inside of you and see nothing but hollowness. You try to reach out but you’re trapped in your ownself, bound by your own limitations. What’s that thing inside you? It feels like something is ripping your chest out from the inside. It feels like sharp claws scratching the surface from within, not wanting to go out, just edging in to verge of your sanity – a sanity you sometimes question. You lie down broken with your thoughts wandering towards the unknown comfort zone you’ve longed to be at. You reflect on life in general and said, “I’ve seen better days.”

Sun, Oct 27, 2013
4:06:02 PM

The Grip

How do you live with it,
How do you get by,
When sadness is overwhelming,
And it stares with malicious eyes?

How do you carry on,
How do you break free,
When its grip is too strong,
Tearing up your sanity?

Its claws are too sharp,
It rips you from deep inside.
How do you run away from that?
There’s just nowhere to hide.

It’s all dark and gloomy,
A perfect spot of melancholy.
You’ve got no choice left,
So you just shiver steadily.

You can try to struggle,
You can try to make yourself believe,
That beyond this sole misery,
Somehow the pain will be relieved;

But the chain of events,
Explicitly told you otherwise.
You better listen when the universe speaks,
Behold the truth with your heart’s eyes.

How do you break free, you ask?
No, you just cannot do.
When sadness is too overwhelming,
All you can do is rue.

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It’s Gonna Be The Nicest

How nice would it be,
To finally hold her close,
Whisper the words kept unspoken,
On her being loved the most?

I can only imagine,
I can only think about it
But some things are just elusive
No matter how badly you want it

How nice would it be
To always have her near me
In a way we’ll never part
And feel her love constantly

I can only imagine
Oh these dreams are out hand
My mind can’t seem to catch
But I guess the heart can understand

It’s gonna be the nicest
If I can finally hold her close
For these words to be spoken
As she’s the one loved the most

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Meditation, Where Thoughts Faster Than Lighting Come Across

Like what they say, desperate times call for desperate measures. Life hasn’t been a walk in the park for me these past few days and it’s going to be very safe to say that I’m a man of troubled thoughts. Browsing the web one lazy afternoon, I stumbled upon this simple audio file for guided meditation. I told myself, what the hell, sure I’ll try this.

It was a 30-min audio file, accompanied by a soothing background music, your thought process will be guided on a step by step basis. I can say that it was pretty interesting but bothers me is the part wherein the guide tells you to think of your life ahead and picture your dreams and goals. I guess there’s really no escaping her because that’s when I heed the instruction, all I see is her face, smiling at me, inviting me to embrace her.

I guess that’s one of my biggest dream afterall – to be with her.

So much for meditation.

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Happy Birthday Summer

It has been a while
I guess I’m a bit rusty
But let me write these rhymes for you
Though may not find it witty

Remember I used to call you Summer
Oh those Multiply poetry days
Let me to this one more time
Hoping I can find a pace

Because today is your birthday
Oh how nice can that be
Another fruitful day in this world
Hope you’ll be filled with glee

Be surrounded by friends
Be treated special by family
Do something stupid and crazy
Hope this day will be your immunity

Wishing you more happiness
Calmness is the real beauty
Take it easy as you go along
Some life issues can be petty

You’ve grown to a lovely lady
I remember that first time I met you
That was during your enrollment, ain’t it
From our most beloved State U

There was a dinner after that
I can still remember that spicy chao fan
Funny it’s been half a decade now
But memories haven’t gone

Well it’s a pleasure to know you
I’m sure you’ll make it big one day
I’m wishing you all the best in life
Let me finish this with a “happy birthday”

Thu, Aug 29, 2013
06:01:02

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One I Can’t Be With

You’re the one I can’t live without
Yet someone I can’t be with
It’s funny how you’ve been so distant
When you’re the only one I need

You’re the one I love the most
But someone I can’t hold
You smile with a soothing warmth
While my heart breaks in cold

Well this love is crazy
Insanity at its best
I guess you’ve made up your up
This case now must be put to rest

You’re the one I can’t live without
You’re the one I’ll ever need
But I guess there’s no use to push it
You’re just the one I won’t be with

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I’ll Write One More Song

I’ll write one more song for you
One more song and I’ll sing it loud
I guess I’m just this stubborn
Oh what is this all about

I’ll write one more song for you
One more song to show I care
I guess I’m all about you
This is just so rare

Because I love you that’s why
No more questions, please
I love you that’s why
You’re the one I can’t resist

So I’ll write one more song for you
Though you think it’s pointless
I guess I’m just this stubborn
You can call me hopeless

Because I love you that’s why
No more questions, please
I love you that’s why
You’re the one I can’t resist